ᴜɴᴋɴᴏᴡɴ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ.

pain

so much pain

teeth clenched

stomach tied

i was there

but you don’t see me

i try to hold back

hold back the tears welling in my eyes

i feel like i could puke

is this what i get?

for caring?

my stomach churns

hard.

harder.

my throat hurts from trying to hold back

the sob trying to find its way out.

pain.

so much pain.

-xx Anonymous #1