Anthem of the Lonely - Nine Lashes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJIaob3KjqI

A heart made of stone
Callous and bone
Fracture and tear it out
To let it go
And to think
I called it my own
And I would have never thought
The pain could grow

So I'll break it
Knowing what you said
The pain is what you make it
Sadly you are so mistaken
I will take you with a grain
And step into the changes
Throw away the empty heart

Right now
Never want to leave this place
And right now
See it in a different way
So right now
Even if you take me on
I'll stand the lonely
Stand the lonely

It's harder to know
Just where to go
If only the stars aligned
The sunsets glowed
I don't need
A calm in a storm
Or something to scream about
With empty lungs

So I'll break it
Knowing what you said
The pain is what you make it
Sadly you are so mistaken
I will take you with a grain
And step into the changes
Throw away the empty heart

Right now
Never want to leave this place
And right now
See it in a different way
So right now
Even if you take me on
I'll stand the lonely
Stand the lonely

Right now
Never want to leave this place
And right now
See it in a different way
So right now
Even if you take me on
I'll stand the lonely
Stand the lonely

Right now
Never want to leave this place
And right now
See it in a different way
So right now
Even if you take me on
I'll stand the lonely
Stand the lonely

(Stand the lonely)

Hope you guys like this song, I certainly find meaning in it from a rough time in my life. 

- Anonymous #3

Imagine Dragons - Summer

If only for a second
Let me have you
Tell me all your secrets
Let me know you

Paint me all your pictures
Hang them on my wall
Show me all your colors
Show me all

Open up your eyes
Open up your mind
Fall in love with what you mean to me [x2]

A fire burns into you purifying gold
But what I saw was opulence
And that's not for me
That's not for me
No, that's not for me

Only in summertime
Only in summertime
Things will change with time
But only in summertime

Open up your eyes
Open up your mind
Fall in love with what you mean to me [x2]

Only in summertime
Only in summertime
Things will change with time
But only in summertime

Little Toy Guns by Carrie Underwood

Heyy guys so I decided to kinda follow Anonymous #3's example and so im gonna post a song that I love because it explains my feeling about words and bullying and things like that. I know it doesn't talk about bullying specifically, it more talks about a girl's parents fighting, but the chorus can be used for really any type of experience that has to do with words. It's called Little Toy Guns By Carrie Underwood. Hope you enjoy!!! (I own none of the material written from here on)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxOYvI0pfLo

"Little Toy Guns"

In between the coats in the closet
She held on to that heart-shaped locket
Staring at a family, flawless
But it ain't a pretty picture tonight

Mom and daddy just won't stop it
Fighting at the drop of a faucet
Cuts through the walls, catastrophic
She's caught in the crossfire

Puts her hands over her ears
Starts talking through the tears
And she's saying, and she's praying

I wish words were like little toy guns
No sting, no hurting no one
Just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
Yeah, no smoke, no bullets
No kick from the trigger when you pull it
No pain, no damage done
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
And just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)

Wish there was a white flag waving
Or that they were both just faking
And it was just a game they were playing
Like shoot-'em-up cowboys

Leave the plastic pistols in the front yard
Throw away the scorecard
And just turn off all the noise

I wish words were like little toy guns
No sting, no hurting no one
Just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
Yeah, no smoke, no bullets
No kick from the trigger when you pull it
No pain, no damage done
(I wish words like were little toy guns)
And just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)

Toy guns

Oh, I wish they didn't cut like a knife
I wish they didn't break you inside
I wish they didn't bang, bang
Make you wanna run...

Yeah, like little toy guns
No sting, no hurting no one
Just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
Yeah, no smoke, no bullets
No shot from the trigger when you pull it
No pain, no damage done
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
And just a bang, bang rolling off your tongue
(I wish words were like little toy guns)
Toy guns

Oh, like little toy guns


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Okie, so tell me what you guys think of the song! (again, this is not my song.)

-xx Anonymous #2

Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez

                                           ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69J6tsZ3LPw )


Hey girl, open the walls
Play with your dolls

We'll be a perfect family

When you walk away
Is when we really play
You don't hear me when I say
Mom, please wake up
Dad's with a slut
And your son is smoking cannabis
No one ever listens
This wallpaper glistens
Don't let them see what goes down in the kitchen

Places, places
Get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees


Hey girl, look at my mom
She's got it going on
Ha, you're blinded by her jewelry
When you turn your back
She pulls out a flask
And forgets his infidelity
Uh oh she's coming to the attic, plastic
Go back to being plastic
No one ever listens
This wallpaper glistens
One day they'll see what goes down in the kitchen

Places, places
Get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees

Hey girl
Hey girl, open your walls
Play with your dolls
We'll be a perfect family

Places, places
Get in your places
Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains
Picture, picture, smile for the picture
Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?
Everyone thinks that we're perfect
Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees
D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E
I see things that nobody else sees

Thought I'd share this great song with you guys, hope you enjoy.  I have mixed feelings when I listen to it, because I can relate in the way that my family is not what it looks like at first glance. Have a good days, loves!

- Anonymous #3

She's...

                                                    She's gorgeous
                                                       She's kind
                                            She's a good kind of crazy
                                                     She's amazing
                                                     She's talented

                                          She's got beautiful eyes
                                         She's got skin that glows
                                     She's got the most perfect hair

                         She's got a laugh that makes the world stop and listen
                                        She's got a voice as sweet as honey
                         She's got a smile that puts the sun and moon to shame
                                             She's as brilliant as Einstein

                                                         She's depressed
                                                     She's hiding herself
                                                          She's scared
                                                            She's shy

                                                        She doesn't see
                                                           What I see
                                                    What everyone sees

                                                        I wish she did
                                            I wish she would speak up
                                         I wish she would not be scared
                                       Of what others would think of her

                                              Because she's my friend
                                    And I love her exactly the way she is

- Anonymous #3

Nightmares

                                                        \\\




                                                        What's happening?

                                                         To me, this horror?

                                                             Every night

                                                            Every dream

                                                                A terror

                                              Unimaginable to the conscious

                                                 Rare to the subconscious
                                                     
                                                           Real to me
                                               
                                                           Some bad
                                                       
                                                       Some petrifying

                                                         All horrible

                                                        Losing sleep

                                                          Scared to
                                         
                                         What are these terrors, you ask?

                                                   This nightly dread?

                                                 Nightmares, my friend....


- Anonymous #3

pain

so much pain

teeth clenched

stomach tied

i was there

but you don’t see me

i try to hold back

hold back the tears welling in my eyes

i feel like i could puke

is this what i get?

for caring?

my stomach churns

hard.

harder.

my throat hurts from trying to hold back

the sob trying to find its way out.

pain.

so much pain.

-xx Anonymous #1